Friday, March 4, 2011

Life is Never Easy

In life things come and go. Pets, friends, and family. Sometimes they are there and sometimes they're not. But let me just tell you treasure the moments when they are there because that might be the last time you will see them. People take seeing there friends and family for granted like they will always be here. NEWS FLASH they wont. I am sorry to say but ever one dies. But its our choice to a life after death. Everything I just said I have learned the hard way. In my life it seems like there is no easy way out of anything or nothing is ever easy. Right know is one of the hardest events I have ever had to go through. My aunt has cancer. And right know its to the point of sitting by her side and waiting for the moment that she goes to meet her father in heaven. To see her lying there skin and bones barely holding on is hard. To not be in control and taking over the problem. Not being able to fix anything is killing me. I just have to sit there. I wish I could just take all of her pain away so that I can see the women she used to be and see her kids and grandkids happy. I do have to say she is the strongest women ever. She has proven the doctors wrong and she is a fighter. Not just with this sickness with everything. The things she has went through is incredible she has never ever given up. She keeps her faith strong and is a pray warrior. She is the one of the few that has brought this family together. At first for my family it was hard because we never used to be apart of this family and so there are hard feelings in the family about us. But she was the one that welcomed us and made us feel loved and that she cared no matter what anyone said or thought. But through the hurt and pain good things come out of it. Sometimes it is hard to see. But trust me there is something GOOOD out of everything bad.
-Jamie Leeann

3 comments:

  1. Just saying if there is spelling errors which there prolly is its because i am horrible at spelling :)

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  2. Thanks for sharing this Jamie. It's tough to see you suffering, but I'm glad you see good somewhere in this.

    I'm definitely making your blog part of my blog reading schedule.

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