Kiss Good Bye

You give your family member or friends a kiss goodbye but you never think it will be the last. You may say I will see you later or bye love you knowing that you will see them again. But the fact to that is you never know. Today I gave my aunt a kiss good bye but this good bye was forever until I get to heaven. As I kissed her hairless head which she lost from cemo and hugged her skinn and bone body  I was sad to say the least. To look into her glazed over eyes I still saw the strongest women my aunt. Not caring what she looks like and she is still be aunt. Knowing that her body my not me alive and working but I know that her spirit is very much alive. That right know she is looking down at us happy and smiling and not in pain. Actually she would probably hit me if she saw me crying. But take this and apply this to your life. When you say good bye actually mean it and when you hug anyone goodbye actually hug them. I know from now on in my life I will always mean it. I always thought it was weird when my cousin would kiss me on the cheek and give me hug. But know I fully understand. I know that my aunt is at peace and prolly hanging with Jesus right now but I sure miss her a lot.

-Jamie Lee